dah setahun

setahun yg lepas 29/06/2008 sy daftar dekat intec uitm sy takut sy fikir hidup sy akan bosan *risau* hari ini 29/06/2009 sy bersyukur sbb sy warga intec atu 15 sy sgt suka sy sgt bahagia *terima kasih Tuhan* tapi sy jugak takut this place wont be the same sebab mereka sy mesti rindu dekat mereka tapi takpe we'll meet again someday i know we will insyaallah ps: ppl,thanks for such a wonderful friendship. i'm really grateful that i belong here, and i had the chance to know all of u :))

5509

*3 of them* i had shared too much things with them from fall followed by spring and now summer has ended

maryam

nadiah mimi take care don't forget me i love u all :) ps : thanks for taking care of me for this one year.hehe.

its him, my hero

when i was on my way back to home this afternoon suddenly ayah told me a lot of stories and i felt free to listen sekali sekale je pun but as usual,ayah spoke in english but i replied in bahasa *sigh* ayah: why u wanna go to US? aku: tak tau ayah: think of one reason aku: belaja lah kot ;P ayah: impossible u dont have other reasons. aku : err... ayah: dulu,ayah nak pegi england bcoz of many reasons. one of them,sebab nak escape dari malaysia. aku : seriously? *dlm hati* ayah : tapi satu benda je yg buat ayah xnak pergi.guess what? aku : atuk dgn wan? ayah : good girl.u know me well. :) aku : ayh pernah ckp dulu *dlm hati* ayah : sbb ayah takut atuk dgn wan meninggal bila ayah jauh. but do u know what atuk said when i told him i didnt wanna go? aku : dia suruh ayah jgn risau kot. ayah : wan sakit waktu tu.tapi atuk kate; insyaallah,aku rase aku sempat tengok kau balik sini. pergilah belajar.mak kau aku jage.

aku : *imagine atuk cakap macamtu.atuk macho ;)* ayah : nasib baik umur dorang panjang.atuk 89,wan 70, sempat pun ayah jage dorang. kalau tak mesti ayah regret. aku : apa yang ayah regret? ayah : almost everything in my life ade je ayah regret sikit, except atuk and wan, ur mother, bukak hk and u all,my 6 princesses. aku : *senyum* ayah : nanti when u are at us,u will feel what i used to feel.. ingat 1 je,tuhan dah aturkan yg terbaik utk kite,jgn risau.. it had been a long conversation between me and ayah. it was true, fun and meaningful. ayah, atuk, both of u r my hero. selamat hari bapa. i love u so much ayah. all 6 of us do. picture when i was form 4 rupenye dah lame x snap picture dgn ayah alone :(

my life this summer

6.30 ~ bangun subuh

before 7.00 ~ tido balek 8.15 ~ bangun,mandi,siap2 8.59 ~ lari2 turun kejar bas pkl 9 9.30 ~ class starts 11.15 ~ class ends 11.30 ~ go to library,bace paper,borak2 ;P 12.45 ~ lunch 1.15 ~ amik bas 1.30 ~ sampai bilik,online,zuhur,tido. i'm a little bit suprise to see that this is my true daily activity 8 weeks of leisure (except when there is a test on the day after) i feel so free i get enough sleep now i get enough rest now and i can breath properly at last only one thing makes me a little bit worry * my weight * i'm getting heavier and fatter how do i know? except from the weighing scale that pointed the number ** kg i can see the changes by comparing my pictures fall 2008 and summer 2009 haish

i think i desperately need to cut on some food la (:

fall 2008

summer 2009

always on my mind

Always On My Mind Elvis Presley

Maybe I didn't treat you Quite as good as I should have Maybe I didn't love you Quite as often as I could have Little things I should have said and done I just never took the time You were always on my mind You were always on my mind Maybe I didn't treat you Quite as good as I should have Maybe I didn't love you Quite as often as I could have Little things I should have said and done I just never took the time You were always on my mind You were always on my mind Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died Give me, give me one more chance To keep you satisfied, satisfied Maybe I didn't hold you All those lonely, lonely times And I guess I never told you I'm so happy that you're mine If I make you feel second best Girl, I'm sorry I was blind You were always on my mind You were always on my mind Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died Give me, give me one more chance To keep you satisfied, satisfied Little things I should have said and done I just never took the time You were always on my mind

You are always on my mind

You are always on my mind

yes i love this song even i listen this song almost everyday because i find this song to be very closed to me in a way, yes in other way, no when i think back am i regret? am i sad? i dont know i dont have any idea but the only thing i know is i am happy and i hope i can be happier soon (;

the end

alhamdulillah at last, spring semester comes to an end no one can describe how relieve i am now i'm just eager for the result but no matter what is it i think i will be okay because i believe that is the best from Allah *ponder* by the way being a newarkian was an awesome experience thanks friends at least today i can still say friendship is really WONDERFUL because behind all those laughs, fights and tricks there is a strong bond a stronger bond more than any other chemistry bond which is a love bond *smile* ~steamboat party~

i guess there is no caption needed to describe each pictures because from our faces one word is already there we are soooo HAPPY * friendship is a miracle is it?? :))

nearly ends

its already april

*wink*

how fast the time is moving i never know and i never realize yesterday when i look up at calendar spring sem is about to end yes i've been waiting for it but when i think and ponder i started to wonder what i got from this 4 months period nice friends: undeniable study: yups.perhaps ibadah: um.ah.what i had done? *wondering* ya tuhan sikitnya ibadah hamba jika diukur dgn nikmatmu benarlah manusia selalu dan terlalu mudah lupa *