single??big problem

"what?seriously, u r single?" "ur face shows that u r already have one" "how come u r single?get a guy then" * is it too bad for being single?? i love the way i am now i am free i am happy and the most important i know who i am and who i love *smile*

mid term mood

a week away from internet

ouh

i feel horrible

away from the only world that keeps me update

thank God i'm here at last

*

one bad thing:

next week would be my mid term exam

the good thing:

i only got 2 papers

chemistry

and public speaking

*smile*

Allah

please bless me

give me the best

coz U r the only one who knows

*

saturday leisure

being in Petrosains is awesome * so much things there science history games and i guess we really enjoy ourselves there * engineering video?? i think i was a kind of silly in the scenes acting like a stupid engineer pointed here and there with the safety helmet the 3 boys were much much more professional in this and i am envy of them aaarrgghh * but somehow i really enjoy the day :))

purse = money + memory

13 Feb 09 no class for today yay.yay! *laugh* but then still i have to go to intec bcoz i've lost my purse my very special thing his very first present for me and today i'm going to look out for it *frown* and guess what as i arrived in computer lab i read this announcement on the door [ATIKAH BT ADNAN, SILA AMBIL DOMPET ANDA DI MAKMAL KOMPUTER BLOK S] wee *smile* *smile* *smile* i consider myself as lucky i'd left my stuff all over the world carelessly especially these 1. handphone 2. purse but then still God gave it back to me he knows how much i love my purse then He gives it back :) thanks ya Allah i think day to day now i know how much you love me yes you are ar rahman ar rahim *subhanallah*

fire

i know that this is serious i know it is but i never know that i will go through it and i dont even know that i have to go through it at akasia *huhu* it was a sound of something broken that woke me up at first i thought it was one of my housemates but then later i thought it was someone trying to get into my apartment i started to feel scared and thinking of locking my door but suddenly i saw something flowing into my room under the closed door it was clouds of black smoke!! nervous and really shocked i opened my door and found that all over the house have been full with smoke and i rushed to the toilet to see the source oh my God it was the candle it was our mistake and i rushed back to wake up my other housemates as everyone had woke up then we ran out of the house and i without anything cover my head rushed to the guard in charge that night luckily he was there to help us and he was the one to put out the fire *take a deep breath* thanks Allah i am fear to think that the tragedy i went trough may could take my life away maybe if i didnt realize that my house was on fire i would never wake up again and i will never meet my parents my sisters my friends my relatives and he i really hope that i would be able to say to him that i really love him all my heart again altough i know he wont listen but at least once before i die i wish to tell him that thing thanks Allah thanks for giving me another chance to live in your world at least maybe i could show him how much is my sincerity my sincerity that never change *smile* *alhamdulillah* :)

karaoke

at last i went for the karaoke today ohh i think i feel more free now when the chorus part arrived i felt like i release all my stress all my assignment pressure all my homework problems *smile* yeah i really wanna do it again i was sooo cool i reiterate sooo cool *

kenduri

i have a kenduri today

at section 9

di rumah ninek saka

my dad's uncle

or more precise

my late granma's youngest brother

the closest relative of mine

*

most people might wonder

what is ninek??

actually it is a calling name for 'atuk' in Rawa language

they call grandmother as 'uci'

aunt as 'we'

and uncle as 'mamak'

then followed by their name

heheyh

just as additional infos

because somehow i'm proud to be one of them

at least i know another language although i cant speak it out

*wink*

hey

talking about all this matter

it was really happening at ninek saka's house

i met the cute little shasha

who is the one we're celebrating today

*

her fair skin

her wonderful smile

her cute acts

her soft smell

and suddenly i like baby

although i never do

hehee

*smile*