macee conference

it wasn't planned

suddenly i was there

with other 9 actp students

'Malaysian-American Commission Of Educational Exchange'

or better known as MACEE

yes i have to agree

it was such a new experience for me

joining an educational conference

with 9 american students

my knees were shaking all the time

nervous that i might have to speak up

*sigh*

then at last

my turn to speak up

the question was really simple:

why u r proud of being a Malaysian?

different from my speech com class

impromptu speech really doesnt work with me

*hhmm*

but at least,

i did stress up that

I am Proud to be Malaysian

and i really do

*smile*

a genuine tale of mine

i misplaced my purse last friday my new purse :( and when a stranger came and gave it back to me on sunday there was no money left

and the purse was damaged i was upset ~.~ but then my mother said: "xpe lah.bersyukur je ic, kad bank semue dpt balik. duit 2 mmg bukan hak along rasenye. cube fikir2 balik.ade x sedekah ke ape ke dekat mane2? igt,rezeki kite bukan hak sendiri.kena kongsi dgn org lain" err.nah! padan muke! she is right. there must be something wrong. He only tested me a lil bit. dah sedih2. aishh.. nak senyum balik lah mesti ade hikmahnye :)

dah setahun

setahun yg lepas 29/06/2008 sy daftar dekat intec uitm sy takut sy fikir hidup sy akan bosan *risau* hari ini 29/06/2009 sy bersyukur sbb sy warga intec atu 15 sy sgt suka sy sgt bahagia *terima kasih Tuhan* tapi sy jugak takut this place wont be the same sebab mereka sy mesti rindu dekat mereka tapi takpe we'll meet again someday i know we will insyaallah ps: ppl,thanks for such a wonderful friendship. i'm really grateful that i belong here, and i had the chance to know all of u :))

5509

*3 of them* i had shared too much things with them from fall followed by spring and now summer has ended

maryam

nadiah mimi take care don't forget me i love u all :) ps : thanks for taking care of me for this one year.hehe.

its him, my hero

when i was on my way back to home this afternoon suddenly ayah told me a lot of stories and i felt free to listen sekali sekale je pun but as usual,ayah spoke in english but i replied in bahasa *sigh* ayah: why u wanna go to US? aku: tak tau ayah: think of one reason aku: belaja lah kot ;P ayah: impossible u dont have other reasons. aku : err... ayah: dulu,ayah nak pegi england bcoz of many reasons. one of them,sebab nak escape dari malaysia. aku : seriously? *dlm hati* ayah : tapi satu benda je yg buat ayah xnak pergi.guess what? aku : atuk dgn wan? ayah : good girl.u know me well. :) aku : ayh pernah ckp dulu *dlm hati* ayah : sbb ayah takut atuk dgn wan meninggal bila ayah jauh. but do u know what atuk said when i told him i didnt wanna go? aku : dia suruh ayah jgn risau kot. ayah : wan sakit waktu tu.tapi atuk kate; insyaallah,aku rase aku sempat tengok kau balik sini. pergilah belajar.mak kau aku jage.

aku : *imagine atuk cakap macamtu.atuk macho ;)* ayah : nasib baik umur dorang panjang.atuk 89,wan 70, sempat pun ayah jage dorang. kalau tak mesti ayah regret. aku : apa yang ayah regret? ayah : almost everything in my life ade je ayah regret sikit, except atuk and wan, ur mother, bukak hk and u all,my 6 princesses. aku : *senyum* ayah : nanti when u are at us,u will feel what i used to feel.. ingat 1 je,tuhan dah aturkan yg terbaik utk kite,jgn risau.. it had been a long conversation between me and ayah. it was true, fun and meaningful. ayah, atuk, both of u r my hero. selamat hari bapa. i love u so much ayah. all 6 of us do. picture when i was form 4 rupenye dah lame x snap picture dgn ayah alone :(

my life this summer

6.30 ~ bangun subuh

before 7.00 ~ tido balek 8.15 ~ bangun,mandi,siap2 8.59 ~ lari2 turun kejar bas pkl 9 9.30 ~ class starts 11.15 ~ class ends 11.30 ~ go to library,bace paper,borak2 ;P 12.45 ~ lunch 1.15 ~ amik bas 1.30 ~ sampai bilik,online,zuhur,tido. i'm a little bit suprise to see that this is my true daily activity 8 weeks of leisure (except when there is a test on the day after) i feel so free i get enough sleep now i get enough rest now and i can breath properly at last only one thing makes me a little bit worry * my weight * i'm getting heavier and fatter how do i know? except from the weighing scale that pointed the number ** kg i can see the changes by comparing my pictures fall 2008 and summer 2009 haish

i think i desperately need to cut on some food la (:

fall 2008

summer 2009

always on my mind

Always On My Mind Elvis Presley

Maybe I didn't treat you Quite as good as I should have Maybe I didn't love you Quite as often as I could have Little things I should have said and done I just never took the time You were always on my mind You were always on my mind Maybe I didn't treat you Quite as good as I should have Maybe I didn't love you Quite as often as I could have Little things I should have said and done I just never took the time You were always on my mind You were always on my mind Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died Give me, give me one more chance To keep you satisfied, satisfied Maybe I didn't hold you All those lonely, lonely times And I guess I never told you I'm so happy that you're mine If I make you feel second best Girl, I'm sorry I was blind You were always on my mind You were always on my mind Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died Give me, give me one more chance To keep you satisfied, satisfied Little things I should have said and done I just never took the time You were always on my mind

You are always on my mind

You are always on my mind

yes i love this song even i listen this song almost everyday because i find this song to be very closed to me in a way, yes in other way, no when i think back am i regret? am i sad? i dont know i dont have any idea but the only thing i know is i am happy and i hope i can be happier soon (;