its him, my hero

when i was on my way back to home this afternoon suddenly ayah told me a lot of stories and i felt free to listen sekali sekale je pun but as usual,ayah spoke in english but i replied in bahasa *sigh* ayah: why u wanna go to US? aku: tak tau ayah: think of one reason aku: belaja lah kot ;P ayah: impossible u dont have other reasons. aku : err... ayah: dulu,ayah nak pegi england bcoz of many reasons. one of them,sebab nak escape dari malaysia. aku : seriously? *dlm hati* ayah : tapi satu benda je yg buat ayah xnak pergi.guess what? aku : atuk dgn wan? ayah : good girl.u know me well. :) aku : ayh pernah ckp dulu *dlm hati* ayah : sbb ayah takut atuk dgn wan meninggal bila ayah jauh. but do u know what atuk said when i told him i didnt wanna go? aku : dia suruh ayah jgn risau kot. ayah : wan sakit waktu tu.tapi atuk kate; insyaallah,aku rase aku sempat tengok kau balik sini. pergilah belajar.mak kau aku jage.

aku : *imagine atuk cakap macamtu.atuk macho ;)* ayah : nasib baik umur dorang panjang.atuk 89,wan 70, sempat pun ayah jage dorang. kalau tak mesti ayah regret. aku : apa yang ayah regret? ayah : almost everything in my life ade je ayah regret sikit, except atuk and wan, ur mother, bukak hk and u all,my 6 princesses. aku : *senyum* ayah : nanti when u are at us,u will feel what i used to feel.. ingat 1 je,tuhan dah aturkan yg terbaik utk kite,jgn risau.. it had been a long conversation between me and ayah. it was true, fun and meaningful. ayah, atuk, both of u r my hero. selamat hari bapa. i love u so much ayah. all 6 of us do. picture when i was form 4 rupenye dah lame x snap picture dgn ayah alone :(