hari akhir

selamat tinggal 2009. selamat datang 2010. selamat datang spring semester. selamat datang musim belajar. dah 365 hari 2009. terima kasih Allah. (:

bila kami ke sana

this is my second family vacation cuti ni eh jap this time vacation ke? not exactly actually this is my dad kebun dekat tapah and this is my first time here er first time entering a kebun and it was sooo fun! ade sungai, kambing, kolam ohh actually before coming there i was hesitate bcoz i was having flu and headache so takut lah penat or what but ayah kate : pegi je! ddk subang habuk je byk. gi sne, pening sure hilang so pergi jugaklah on a journey about one and half hour and he was right! it was extremely fun! :)

budak gembala kambing

*just one thing sucks about my pictures there is : i didnt pick a right tudung boz i was sick before the journey!:(*

it is longer than i expected

i knew both of them when i was in form 1 eliyana, echa they were my dorm mates and yes, we were as close as sisters but then, after pmr everyone took their own paths and i stayed there, at 18 hoping that we may meet again someday i never realize how long this friendship has been going until firdaus asked echa how long we have been friends and echa answered : dari form one, dah tujuh tahun lah last thursday was my first time meeting echa after 3 years and for el, it was my the second time i started to understand yes, seven years is long yet too fast to us to cherish it but no matter what, we are still friends. :)

kebaya

*nenek kebaya*

*the little nyonya*

nah! ni lah result cuti cuti akhir tahun ni tengok tv all the time and at last terminat dekat kebaya =.= ingat2 balik pernah ade kebaya sekali je time kecik2 dulu then dah xde dah now bila tgk hari2 dkt tv lagi2 tgk cina cina tu lawa berkebaya i really want a kebaya again!! cantik lah! ^^ can anyone tell me dkt mana jual kebaya yg lawa and murah? *hahaha*

HIS cuppies

actually this is my first time tempah cuppies bila tengok sample dlm blog tu i was really excited so tempah lah utk 5 disember ni kire mcm first experiment jugak lah and believe me, byk sgt rintangan before everything is settled *hah mcm movie la jugak* tp alhamdulillah lastly he got it but when he sent the pictures em em em i was like er.. i think it was my mistakes bg command tak betul kot so kakak tu do it that way quite frustrated tp xpe lah next time dah tau dah kali ni simple sgt but i am okay janji someone is happy *smile*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIRDAUS!

ikea di hari raya

disebabkan kg subang ni aku panggil hometown

so time raya x, kiralah raya puasa ke raya haji ke

kat sinilah aku beraya, x payah jalan jauh2

rumah nenek aku 5 min je jalan kaki

sbb ketiadaan kampung yg jauh ni jugaklah

time raya mcm dah jadi hobi

aku akan keluar jalan2 time raya kedua or ketiga

pergilah mana2 sbb time2 raya

dkt shopping complex ni takde orang sgt

so raya haji ritu, the second day

aku pergi ikea dkt mutiara damansara tu

mak cik aku ajak, aku follow lah

biasanya nak pergi ikea ni dr rumah aku

less than 20 min dah sampai klu jalan clear

paling lama pun setengah jam

tapi hari tu oh oh oh

aku tak tahu lah berapa lama dlm kereta

sampai aku tertidur tidur

tapi jalan banyak gila kereta kalah peak hour

sakit hati aku

and dekat dalam ikea tu pun orang penuh

ingatkan yg ramai2 tu non muslim

(sbb aku expect ramai melayu balik beraya)

tapi melayu pun ramai je

lagi2 time aku makan dkt cafe ikea

seriously aku confuse

dorang ni tak pergi tgk org sembelih kurban ke

*haha aku pun same*

kesimpulannya,

dah ramai orang beraya dekat kl skrg

dah tak balik kampung lagi

and another one

aku tak nak pergi ikea lagi time raya

*muka penat*

jealousy

jealousy merepek je entry kali ni but that is what on my mind now kuat jealous jugak aku ni haha

better man better woman

selalunya bila org break up or frust about relationship org akan cakap "u deserve better" tp bila tengok pisau cukur hari tu tiba2 terfikir mcm mana yg lagi baik? yg lagi byk hartanya? yg lagi kacak/cantik rupanya? yg lagi tinggi pangkatnya? ke yg lagi byk sense of humornya? atau yg lagi tinggi pelajarannya? yg lagi elok akhlaknya? yg lagi baik agamanya? ke yg lebih romantik sikapnya? aku dah jumpe ramai org yg letak syarat pelik2 when it comes to this matter (including me) and ramai jugak dah menangis melalak kecewa time tu ckp la dah x sehaluan la da x sesuai la aku tersenyum je bila dgr benda2 mcm ni ahh benda tu biasa laa itukan asam garam hidup kt dunia mana ade mr perfect dkt bumi ni kecuali nabi tepuk dada tanya selera biarlah kecewa sekali dua pengalaman tu akan terus berguna fikirlah mcm mana yg korang rase lagi better :) aku dah fikir dahh haha

my new madness

firstly, i would like to introduce the new 'heart' of my sis, Sumayyah she talks about him everyday downloads his songs watches his movies ahh and asks me to watch every of his videos on youtube *seriously penat nak layan* so nak kenalkan.. Jang Geun Suk :D clearly made here, he is a korean he is cute, charming, adorable, lovable and extremely gorgeous he is 22 *oh i still have chance* he stars in Beethoven Virus well, actually i dont really like his comercial pictures but i like this one so much he is cute kan? and just admit, we are both cute. hahaha

an outing to klcc

i dont really remember when i last visited klcc the only think i remember it was someday in 2005 or 2006 during first or second syawal haha and last week i went to klcc right after my chemistry paper actually at first i wanna go to pavillion but at the minute i reached kl sentral it was raining heavily and i cant get to monorel station *uhh* so i decided to change my plan and at last i ended in klcc watching sorority row *i swear i wont watch that movie again!* altough i didnt find (actually never) klcc as a shopping attractor i enjoyed the splendid landscape at the klcc park green clean and beautiful then suddenly i remember that i used to walk down the park with my family members when i was 6 or 7 *which the picture is still in my mother's purse :)* ps: i just found that twin tower is charming so i took 3 pictures of it (at 6pm,7pm,8pm). i just love them :)

biodata saya

**************************************** ((my biodata)) nama: atikah dob: 9 jan 91 pob: pusat perubatan ibukota,kl hobi: membaca, mengumpul setem cita-cita: jurutera, arkitek, ahli perniagaan fav food: pizza, spagetti, nasi dagang fav drink: fresh orange, sky juice ucapan: semoga berjaya di dunia dan akhirat! **************************************** bila tengok my sis, huda dah habis upsr teringat balik things that i did when i were in her position among all those memories, teringat kat this one thing tak tahu lah org lain ade ke x tapi time aku skolah rendah dulu benda ni agak famous nama dia: BUKU BIODATA cara dia budak2 ni akan pass 1 buku orang pun tulislah details diorang siap buat corak2, hiaslah bg colorful and biasanya aku tulis benda2 kat atas ni lah namalah, hobilah, lawak betul bila fikir balik actually awal2 aku kutuk benda ni mana taknya those kids suka tulis benda yg lawak among entries yg aku menyampah such as fav food: apa saja makanan yg halal OR masakan ibu fav drink: air yg halal diminum cita-cita: menjadi manusia yg berguna *mcmlah ade org yg nk jd xguna* tapi lama2 aku layan jugak dah boring datang skolah x buat pape but i wrote true things xla merepek macam some kids and bila tengok balik sampai sekarang byk benda yg x berubah still my fav food and drink are the same ambition..uh hopefully dptlah jd engineer but part hobi tu always sounds poyo and typical rupanya my entries pun selalu entah pape ye ye je kutuk orang haha and aku jugak fikir tadi sekarang kenapa kawan2 aku x pakai buku biodata tu lagi fikir punya fikir wujud lagi benda2 ni sebenarnya tapi dalam medium yg lain kan sekarang semua ada facebook myspace twitter which tell people about their likes and dislikes birthday and other details so kesimpulan yg aku buat semua orang still lagi childish kan kan kan :)

ohoho pangkor!

pangkor is like a second hometown for me

padahal my father org ipoh, my mum org kl

so where does the second hometown come from?

ohh actually sebab in my whole life

i have visited only 2 islands which are

one: pangkor (yg x terkira berape kali)

two: langkawi (only once)

pangkor

my first time at pangkor time i still soo young

time tu i was only 60 days old or less

ada lagi gambar mata pun time tu x bukak besar lagi haha

seriously, cute ;p

*wehh perasan lah*

then ayah selalu bwk kitorang bercuti dkt pangkor

almost everytime balik ipoh, ayah bwk kami ke sana dalam setahun skali jugak lah kadang2 x bermalam pun

kira dah hafal lah nama2 tempat kat situ

pelik jugak kenapa ayah suke pangkor sgt

until one day i asked him and he told me;

"waktu ayah dkt star dulu, ayah penah buat activity kadet dkt sini

time tu first datang pangkor, ayah rase seronok sgt

sbb tmpt ni lawa and jauh dari bising2 mcm kl"

and ayah tunjuk gunung yg die panjat semua

ohh padanlah ayah ada sentimental value kat pangkor :)

and hari tu lepas final

me, eton, qila, feza and hajar pergi pangkor

that was their first time kat sana

and believe me, it was soooo funnnnnnn!

kiranya, ni first time i travelled THIS FAR with my friends

last sem, pegi malacca je tapi hari tu sampai seberang laut haha

thanks girls for such a good commitment

korang memang best gilaa

boat trip, snorkeling, frisbee, kayak

oohhh besss! jum plan for our next trip! :)

6 girls

aku perempuan.

adik beradik aku semua perempuan, enam orang.

aku pernah berhadapan dengan macam2 perspektif orang tentang

'adik beradik perempuan yg ramai

ade orang cakap;

"seronoknya semua perempuan, senang mak kau xpayah buat kerja rumah"

"semua perempuan?mesti rapat kann"

"untunglah mak bapak kau.seorang anak perempuan hantaran 10k"

so kat sini aku nak bagitau,ade yang betul,ade yang tidak.

rapat,memang kami cukup rapat.kongsi semua benda sama2.

kongsi minat,kongsi cerita,gosip dll.

tapi bab kerja rumah,aku adik beradik liat sikit.

buat tu buat,tp tunggu berbuih mulut mak,baru buat.sorry mak!

bab hantaran tu,aku x tau sbb aku x kahwin lagi.haha.

tapi,ade jugak orang yg x matang menilai hal ni

ingat lagi, waktu mak aku dalam pantang adik aku yg ke 4; asmaa'

ade seorang perempuan yang cabul mulutnya berkata

"perempuan lagi? kesiannn.."

eh kelakar lah.perempuan lagi pun kesian?

bukan dapat anak x sempurna sifat ke ape ke.

perempuan!manusia jugak kot

boleh masuk syurga jugak! haish.

jage2 lah mulut tu.anak tu rezeki Allah bagi.

bile awak cakap kesian,awak kesiankan apa yg Allah bagi.

padahal xde cacat celanya.jantina tu bukan manusia yg tentukan.

waktu tu aku kecik lagi,tp kesannya sampai sekarang aku rase.

kenapa?sebab aku perempuan.aku geram orang cakap macamtu.

aku enjoy hidup aku dengan adik beradik yang semuanya perempuan

kami bercerita, berkonsgi rahsia sama2 sebelum tidur

kami menyanyi, main gitar, menari ramai2 almost every day

kami bergambar gila2 pakai webcam bile kami masing2 dah bosan

kami berangan sama2, cerita tentang impian yg x mungkin akan menjelma

kami bercerita tentang lelaki yg kami minat, yg kurang ajar, yg perasan baguss

kami x segan mintak tolong each other, and x segan nak buat apa yg kami nak

and yg paling penting, kami sayang each other

so ape kurangnya perempuan? yang penting tu kasih sayang :)

calculus 2 sudah

calculus dah habis pukul 12 tadi. lega.

how was it? err. no comment! *padahal x boleh buat.harap lepas masuk cal 3 cukup la* lagi dua paper lagi. physics and chemistry. heh.

*tough dude. but i am still here, study la wehh* act, mood cuti dah sampai. ahh cepatlah cuti.

rumah, i miss u.

good internet connection, i miss u too. haha.

yeay

fall 2009 is about to end the final is around the corner *uhhh*

the reminiscence

we used to share everything school, class, dorminatory, foods, detergents, clothes,

text books, stationaries, money, ahh everything!

also, we used to argue

we used to cry together

we used to be foe to one another

and even hate each other

but this is who we are now

we laugh heartily when we remember all those hard times

we giggle when we think about the quarrel we had since 7 years ago

*smile*

like mother like daughter

on second syawal

when two of my aunts were watching television in my house

suddenly mak ngah asked a question to mak andak

her question was kinda like this:

among all my 6 siblings, who looks like my mother most

ahha. this question is quite sensitive to some of my sisters actually

so i said nothing and just waiting for mak andak to say something mak andak took a lil time before she said: "maybe atikah" and mak ngah also agreed she said, asmaa and i look like my mother angah and huda look like my father and sumayyah looks like no one. she looks like a chinese and we were all laughing but for me, there is no different all of us are the same we are sisters but later, i smile hey. i look like my mother okay. hahaha. i am proud to say that :)

*smile*

eid mubarak 2009

1 syawal-at my grandpa's house, with my siblings and mum

our theme this year: PURPLE

ah. my life had been pretty busy now. with all the calculus, chemistry, and physics stuff

as well as the preparation for raya

and.. i took a long time before i had this chance to update my blog until now.. eid mubarak is here! selamat hari raya to all muslims to my family, my sisters, my teachers and lecturers, and also to allll my friends, either u r in malaysia or in a faraway place named USA enjoy the spirit of raya, that is important *smile* this raya is a bit different i never know why but i can feel it *wink*

missions accomplished

dah.

missions accomplished. i had successfully met all of them at klia. nani, nadiah, mimi. * only yam je x dpt, x de rezeki :( * i just wanna u all know that u r always in my doa take care, study smart hope to meet u all again in us next year :)

..minggu ini..

last week minggu yg pelik minggu tidur yg melampau pagi susah bangun malam cepat tidur dalam lecture asyik terlena petang mengantuk lagi bencilah hari ini dah isnin dah masuk minggu baru it means lagi seminggu untuk ke ramadhan lagi seminggu ke mid sem break dan dalam minggu ni i have scheduled a lot of things *study *test *send them to klia (really hope i can go there!) hopefully this week will be better tak mau tidur melampau lagi ;)

macee conference

it wasn't planned

suddenly i was there

with other 9 actp students

'Malaysian-American Commission Of Educational Exchange'

or better known as MACEE

yes i have to agree

it was such a new experience for me

joining an educational conference

with 9 american students

my knees were shaking all the time

nervous that i might have to speak up

*sigh*

then at last

my turn to speak up

the question was really simple:

why u r proud of being a Malaysian?

different from my speech com class

impromptu speech really doesnt work with me

*hhmm*

but at least,

i did stress up that

I am Proud to be Malaysian

and i really do

*smile*

a genuine tale of mine

i misplaced my purse last friday my new purse :( and when a stranger came and gave it back to me on sunday there was no money left

and the purse was damaged i was upset ~.~ but then my mother said: "xpe lah.bersyukur je ic, kad bank semue dpt balik. duit 2 mmg bukan hak along rasenye. cube fikir2 balik.ade x sedekah ke ape ke dekat mane2? igt,rezeki kite bukan hak sendiri.kena kongsi dgn org lain" err.nah! padan muke! she is right. there must be something wrong. He only tested me a lil bit. dah sedih2. aishh.. nak senyum balik lah mesti ade hikmahnye :)

dah setahun

setahun yg lepas 29/06/2008 sy daftar dekat intec uitm sy takut sy fikir hidup sy akan bosan *risau* hari ini 29/06/2009 sy bersyukur sbb sy warga intec atu 15 sy sgt suka sy sgt bahagia *terima kasih Tuhan* tapi sy jugak takut this place wont be the same sebab mereka sy mesti rindu dekat mereka tapi takpe we'll meet again someday i know we will insyaallah ps: ppl,thanks for such a wonderful friendship. i'm really grateful that i belong here, and i had the chance to know all of u :))

5509

*3 of them* i had shared too much things with them from fall followed by spring and now summer has ended

maryam

nadiah mimi take care don't forget me i love u all :) ps : thanks for taking care of me for this one year.hehe.

its him, my hero

when i was on my way back to home this afternoon suddenly ayah told me a lot of stories and i felt free to listen sekali sekale je pun but as usual,ayah spoke in english but i replied in bahasa *sigh* ayah: why u wanna go to US? aku: tak tau ayah: think of one reason aku: belaja lah kot ;P ayah: impossible u dont have other reasons. aku : err... ayah: dulu,ayah nak pegi england bcoz of many reasons. one of them,sebab nak escape dari malaysia. aku : seriously? *dlm hati* ayah : tapi satu benda je yg buat ayah xnak pergi.guess what? aku : atuk dgn wan? ayah : good girl.u know me well. :) aku : ayh pernah ckp dulu *dlm hati* ayah : sbb ayah takut atuk dgn wan meninggal bila ayah jauh. but do u know what atuk said when i told him i didnt wanna go? aku : dia suruh ayah jgn risau kot. ayah : wan sakit waktu tu.tapi atuk kate; insyaallah,aku rase aku sempat tengok kau balik sini. pergilah belajar.mak kau aku jage.

aku : *imagine atuk cakap macamtu.atuk macho ;)* ayah : nasib baik umur dorang panjang.atuk 89,wan 70, sempat pun ayah jage dorang. kalau tak mesti ayah regret. aku : apa yang ayah regret? ayah : almost everything in my life ade je ayah regret sikit, except atuk and wan, ur mother, bukak hk and u all,my 6 princesses. aku : *senyum* ayah : nanti when u are at us,u will feel what i used to feel.. ingat 1 je,tuhan dah aturkan yg terbaik utk kite,jgn risau.. it had been a long conversation between me and ayah. it was true, fun and meaningful. ayah, atuk, both of u r my hero. selamat hari bapa. i love u so much ayah. all 6 of us do. picture when i was form 4 rupenye dah lame x snap picture dgn ayah alone :(

my life this summer

6.30 ~ bangun subuh

before 7.00 ~ tido balek 8.15 ~ bangun,mandi,siap2 8.59 ~ lari2 turun kejar bas pkl 9 9.30 ~ class starts 11.15 ~ class ends 11.30 ~ go to library,bace paper,borak2 ;P 12.45 ~ lunch 1.15 ~ amik bas 1.30 ~ sampai bilik,online,zuhur,tido. i'm a little bit suprise to see that this is my true daily activity 8 weeks of leisure (except when there is a test on the day after) i feel so free i get enough sleep now i get enough rest now and i can breath properly at last only one thing makes me a little bit worry * my weight * i'm getting heavier and fatter how do i know? except from the weighing scale that pointed the number ** kg i can see the changes by comparing my pictures fall 2008 and summer 2009 haish

i think i desperately need to cut on some food la (:

fall 2008

summer 2009

always on my mind

Always On My Mind Elvis Presley

Maybe I didn't treat you Quite as good as I should have Maybe I didn't love you Quite as often as I could have Little things I should have said and done I just never took the time You were always on my mind You were always on my mind Maybe I didn't treat you Quite as good as I should have Maybe I didn't love you Quite as often as I could have Little things I should have said and done I just never took the time You were always on my mind You were always on my mind Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died Give me, give me one more chance To keep you satisfied, satisfied Maybe I didn't hold you All those lonely, lonely times And I guess I never told you I'm so happy that you're mine If I make you feel second best Girl, I'm sorry I was blind You were always on my mind You were always on my mind Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died Give me, give me one more chance To keep you satisfied, satisfied Little things I should have said and done I just never took the time You were always on my mind

You are always on my mind

You are always on my mind

yes i love this song even i listen this song almost everyday because i find this song to be very closed to me in a way, yes in other way, no when i think back am i regret? am i sad? i dont know i dont have any idea but the only thing i know is i am happy and i hope i can be happier soon (;

the end

alhamdulillah at last, spring semester comes to an end no one can describe how relieve i am now i'm just eager for the result but no matter what is it i think i will be okay because i believe that is the best from Allah *ponder* by the way being a newarkian was an awesome experience thanks friends at least today i can still say friendship is really WONDERFUL because behind all those laughs, fights and tricks there is a strong bond a stronger bond more than any other chemistry bond which is a love bond *smile* ~steamboat party~

i guess there is no caption needed to describe each pictures because from our faces one word is already there we are soooo HAPPY * friendship is a miracle is it?? :))

nearly ends

its already april

*wink*

how fast the time is moving i never know and i never realize yesterday when i look up at calendar spring sem is about to end yes i've been waiting for it but when i think and ponder i started to wonder what i got from this 4 months period nice friends: undeniable study: yups.perhaps ibadah: um.ah.what i had done? *wondering* ya tuhan sikitnya ibadah hamba jika diukur dgn nikmatmu benarlah manusia selalu dan terlalu mudah lupa *

warna warni halloween

*smile*

who said malaysian do not know how to celebrate halloween?? this is the prove and believe or not we enjoy the night so much

holiday?? not really

1 week of holiday uh i dont know what to add here i just think i am desperately need of rest i don't think this holiday is enough aarrgghh manusia, jarang sekali mahu bersyukur *insaf* what did i do during this whole week yeah?? sleeping dreaming typing reading studying (very little) *uh* intec.. i'm coming back! summer sem please wait for me! *smile*

selamat pengatin baru

congratulation to kak amatullah u r already a wife at a young age (for me la) it must be something really special yeah? *smile* selamat pengantin baru semoga bahagia ke akhir hayat *amin*

how i really miss 18

yeah at last friday 6 march 09 i arrived my school my beloved school smks 18 * funny yeah? staying at akasia in section 18 but i never visited my school that is only 10 minutes from akasia what a bad student i am *hoho* luckily i met pn johana my favorite teacher ever she is still nice nice like the day i left the school and guess what she asked me to be strong and i hope i will be *smile* sekolah menengah kebangsaan seksyen 18 shah alam i am proud to be one of the team and i miss u terribly *ouuhhh*

another week to go

*malas* yes i really do i don't want to go back to akasia going back to akasia means i let myself be in stressful moment again!! *huhu* aahhaa demonstrative speech to go tomorrow i will fight as long as i can *

single??big problem

"what?seriously, u r single?" "ur face shows that u r already have one" "how come u r single?get a guy then" * is it too bad for being single?? i love the way i am now i am free i am happy and the most important i know who i am and who i love *smile*

mid term mood

a week away from internet

ouh

i feel horrible

away from the only world that keeps me update

thank God i'm here at last

*

one bad thing:

next week would be my mid term exam

the good thing:

i only got 2 papers

chemistry

and public speaking

*smile*

Allah

please bless me

give me the best

coz U r the only one who knows

*

saturday leisure

being in Petrosains is awesome * so much things there science history games and i guess we really enjoy ourselves there * engineering video?? i think i was a kind of silly in the scenes acting like a stupid engineer pointed here and there with the safety helmet the 3 boys were much much more professional in this and i am envy of them aaarrgghh * but somehow i really enjoy the day :))

purse = money + memory

13 Feb 09 no class for today yay.yay! *laugh* but then still i have to go to intec bcoz i've lost my purse my very special thing his very first present for me and today i'm going to look out for it *frown* and guess what as i arrived in computer lab i read this announcement on the door [ATIKAH BT ADNAN, SILA AMBIL DOMPET ANDA DI MAKMAL KOMPUTER BLOK S] wee *smile* *smile* *smile* i consider myself as lucky i'd left my stuff all over the world carelessly especially these 1. handphone 2. purse but then still God gave it back to me he knows how much i love my purse then He gives it back :) thanks ya Allah i think day to day now i know how much you love me yes you are ar rahman ar rahim *subhanallah*

fire

i know that this is serious i know it is but i never know that i will go through it and i dont even know that i have to go through it at akasia *huhu* it was a sound of something broken that woke me up at first i thought it was one of my housemates but then later i thought it was someone trying to get into my apartment i started to feel scared and thinking of locking my door but suddenly i saw something flowing into my room under the closed door it was clouds of black smoke!! nervous and really shocked i opened my door and found that all over the house have been full with smoke and i rushed to the toilet to see the source oh my God it was the candle it was our mistake and i rushed back to wake up my other housemates as everyone had woke up then we ran out of the house and i without anything cover my head rushed to the guard in charge that night luckily he was there to help us and he was the one to put out the fire *take a deep breath* thanks Allah i am fear to think that the tragedy i went trough may could take my life away maybe if i didnt realize that my house was on fire i would never wake up again and i will never meet my parents my sisters my friends my relatives and he i really hope that i would be able to say to him that i really love him all my heart again altough i know he wont listen but at least once before i die i wish to tell him that thing thanks Allah thanks for giving me another chance to live in your world at least maybe i could show him how much is my sincerity my sincerity that never change *smile* *alhamdulillah* :)

karaoke

at last i went for the karaoke today ohh i think i feel more free now when the chorus part arrived i felt like i release all my stress all my assignment pressure all my homework problems *smile* yeah i really wanna do it again i was sooo cool i reiterate sooo cool *

kenduri

i have a kenduri today

at section 9

di rumah ninek saka

my dad's uncle

or more precise

my late granma's youngest brother

the closest relative of mine

*

most people might wonder

what is ninek??

actually it is a calling name for 'atuk' in Rawa language

they call grandmother as 'uci'

aunt as 'we'

and uncle as 'mamak'

then followed by their name

heheyh

just as additional infos

because somehow i'm proud to be one of them

at least i know another language although i cant speak it out

*wink*

hey

talking about all this matter

it was really happening at ninek saka's house

i met the cute little shasha

who is the one we're celebrating today

*

her fair skin

her wonderful smile

her cute acts

her soft smell

and suddenly i like baby

although i never do

hehee

*smile*

calculus pressure

i started my day with crime solving presentation and i think it was a pretty success i said about all those envy stuff but later we know that our verdict wasn't right but its ok bcoz we had done our job gracefully *weks* yeah then calculus session started waaa.. i got my quizzes result *sullen* like what miss raihana said "simple silly2 mistakes" heheyh i supposed to get full mark if i knew 'how to add better' aarrghh.. kenapa begini?? susahnya manusia nak redha!! *astaghfirullah* then the time arrived * ouh 145% pressure in 1 hour 45 mins the ques were 'easy as heaven' until it made me sweating all over the test oh man this is calculus no wonder maths genius get their grey hair so soon *smile* yeah it is over nak rehat!!! *

secret and secret

what or where shud i start? heheh me = atyka *smile* just turned 18 las month :) lahir at kl but grew up in subang mmm.. but i did and do belong to shah alam more specifically section 18 where i AM now adding this year 7 years plus another 1 year insyaALLAH *wink* i just got back td gi secret recipe wif my 3 lovely hausmates maryam mimi nadia and kak syazana ate bbq chicken ahh kenyang *alhamdulillah*