Nov 30, 2010

Last

Tomorrow will be the last official lecture day for me
Boleh tak kalau tak nak quarter ni habis?
I want to continue attending History of Art and Physics lectures
What a strange feeling !
But these are the reasons why I love this quarter so much
I am gonna miss you, Two Awesome Subjects, so, please, give me good grades hehe

Nov 29, 2010

Final week

Aku letak ini di sudut blog sengaja untuk menghitung hari
Berapa lama aku berjauhan dengan orang orang yang aku sayang
Lucukan? Teringat dulu nak upsr kira kira hari
Baru dua bulan tiga minggu je pun
Tapi nak buat macam mana
Paling lama aku pernah tak jumpa family adalah 6 hari 
Jadi ini adalah pencapaian terbaik seumur hidup haha

Oh esok minggu terakhir untuk Fall 2010 sebelum final menjelang
Ada paper 6, 8 dan 9 hari bulan 12
Excitednya rasa nak final !
Seriously, tak tipu xD

Nov 27, 2010

Consider this..

Kisah ini dalam tahun akhir 1960-an ke awal 1970-an. Di satu petang..
1. Seorang isteri duduk di anjung rumah kakitangan kerajaan, memerhatikan anak anaknya bermain di hadapan rumah. Riuh. Meriah
2. Angin bertiup sepoi sepoi bahasa. Tenang
3. Di tepi tingkap, ada sebuah radio lama memainkan lagu keroncong Melayu
4. Sebelum maghrib tiba, suaminya, seorang guru besar pulang ke rumah menaiki vespa
5. Kemudian seisi keluarga masuk ke dalam rumah dan bersiap untuk solat maghrib dan makan malam

Ini cerita ayah. Ayah adalah salah seorang anak yang sedang bermain itu
Kenapa aku ingat kisah ini tiba tiba?
Sebab tiba tiba aku terfikir, kalau panjang umur, siapa aku lagi 10 20 tahun?
Aku dambakan kehidupan yang simple, yang tenang
Tapi ada lagikah possibility untuk jadi se-simple kisah di atas? 
Tengok anak anak main, tunggu suami balik kerja, solat berjemaah, ajar anak buat kerja sekolah. Hehh *sigh*

Rindu ibu ayah, rindu semua orang. :) 
Cepatlah Fall habis. Tak sabar nak berehat sikit..

Nov 24, 2010

MSA at OSU

Sisters' Night Soiree
Jeopardy
Fast-A-Thon
These are the last three Muslim Students Association events I joined for this quarter

MSA at OSU is awesome
Tons of amiable sisters I have known
Dozens of fun and knowledge I have gained
Many hijab styles I have observed too (and I am going to try them xP)

Hopefully this ukhuwwah will last forever amin ! :)

Nov 19, 2010

Raya Haji '10

Hari tu raya puasa tak tahulah rasa apa
Dah lah masih menderita jetlag sebab sampai malam raya
Pagi pagi raya bangun, nak kena cucuk sate pulak
Bila fikir balik mesti teringat macam mana peningnya time tu
Baru jejak bumi Amerika dah kena potong2 sayur buat lodeh
Mujur raya haji kali ni dah tak jetlag :D

Secara kebetulannya hari raya jatuh hari selasa, which is hari yg aku free
Jadi dapatlah aku pergi sembahyang sunat hari raya
Malam raya tu, kami buat makan makan dan bertakbir
Syahdu? Ada lah sikit hehe
Tapi lebih rasa syahdu bila fikir
Dekat Malaysia pun aku tak pernah takbir ramai ramai
Paling ramai pun dengan ibu ayah and adik adik je
Sebab selalu malam raya aku main bunga api kat luar, so dengar dari masjid je haha

Pagi raya tu kali pertama aku pakai baju kurung sejak musim luruh
Sejuknya tak terkata ggrrr
Apa yang aku rasa menarik?
Dekat mata aku, baju raya Muslimah dekat sini cantikkk !
Serious berkilat kilat dan meriah sangat !
Kalau setakat baju kurung kebaya kita, rasa kita ni sungguh besederhana lol

Oleh kerana raya ni dah tak jetlag, agak semangatlah tangkap gambar
Dekat taman belakang rumah je punn, but we had fun menyejukkan diri tepi sungai pagi pagi ! xD

Nov 13, 2010

A preparation for life

I went to MSA GBM yesterday because I was attracted to the title of the meeting
Hajj : A preparation for life


Frankly speaking, I am amazed with the content
I keep on thinking about it until now
How I view Hajj entirely?
I mean, almost everyone views Hajj this way
Not only Malay but all Muslim entirely
It maybe cliche, but this is the fact
I love what the brother said about our aims in life ;

Now, at early 20's, we aim to graduate. Then when we have graduated we want to get work, because we know we can get money to go for Hajj. But then, we think, it would be greater if we could go there with our spouse, so we get married. After we get married, we realized that marriage is really a big deal so we need to save money to settle down. So we postpone our niat for Hajj. Later at 30's, we have kids and we want to take care of them until they grow up and go to college. Then, once they are grown up, we have to pay their tuition fees and after they graduated, they want to get married, so we pay for it, since we love our children. Then you realized that you are almost 50, you start to think about Hajj again but you are not financially capable and begin to get afraid of the grave.
So, how do you view Hajj actually? As a preparation of life or death?

See how it goes? Hajj is one of rukun Islam, should we view it as an ibadah only when we get older? I think about it all night long. I have adjust my life targets now. I am going to start saving for Hajj from now. Sikit sikit lama lama jadi bukit. How about you?

ps : Yes, Malaysians are very lucky to have Tabung Haji, I mean, at least we get a clear picture of it. Aim lepas ni, nak penuhkan akaun Tabung Haji, nak bawak ibu, and ayah, sekali lagi Inshaallah :)

Nov 12, 2010

Jumaat Pagi

Ini entri geram
Tadi ibu call and sekarang semua orang dekat Mines Wellness satu malam
Maybe orang cakap Mines je punn
Okay betul la, tak deny pun, The Mines for me is like.. Shopping mall paling hambar
Kompleks pkns shah alam lagi menarik kot, seriously! haha
Kenapa Mines tak best, entah lah, outlet dia tak banyak pilihan kot
Interior dia pun dull, so macam takde port nak jadi camwhore kat sana lol
But one thing made me geram of knowing my family dekat Mines is the fact that
I really miss the jacuzzi ! Teringat last time pergi sana dengan Sayda hari tu
We had fun there sampai terlupa nak amik visa xD
Suddenly tengah menaip ni, teringat discussion dengan Naz and Wan time hari tu
Kitorang discuss, shopping mall mana yang best and tak best
At least for girls like us yang terpaksa pergi shopping mall each time nak jumpa
If not, kat mana lagi? Rumah kami jauh jauh
Tiap kali nak jumpa, pening kepala mana nak jumpa
Dekat rumah macam takde privacy sangat
Kedai mamak, aku tak makan :S

So dari perbincangan kitorang, masing2 setuju Sunway terbaik untuk zon kami lol
Compare dengan Mid, ohh tak tau kenapa, tapi sana lagi lah tak boleh nak bernafas
And bak kata naz, fashion kat Mid kurang up to date xD
Klcc, is like gahhh, tapi takde benda nak buat, main kat taman je best
Dah lah nak tunggu lif pun berjanggut, serabut!
TS Sungei Wang : ohh i dont like both, pergi sana rasa tak selamat
Pergi pun sebab terpaksa je
Pavi : it is among my favorites tapi leceh lah nak pergi sana, busy
Kenapa tiba tiba pasal shopping mall ni? pppfffttt
I miss shopping mall dekat Malaysia seriously
In other words, I miss the time bila shopping and tiba tiba haus lapar
Boleh turun escalator cari kedai makan, tak pun lari lepak kat kedai sebelah

Okay merepek je, nak pergi class

Nov 11, 2010

Entri yang lewat

Terus terang, aku tak dilahirkan dengan skill berkawan
Aku dapat skill tersebut agak lambat
Bukanlah nak kata dulu takde kawan langsung, tu tipu
Tapi mungkin aku tak tahu apa erti kawan
Sampai aku lompat masuk darjah lima
Sampai aku masuk sekolah menengah
Sampai aku ambil decision nak keluar asrama
Sampai aku habis sekolah
Dan sekarang baru aku sedar, perlahan lahan aku dah dapat skill tu secara tak langsung
Ohhh bukan sahaja berkawan, tapi setia kawan
Aku kenal diorang bila aku masuk darjah 5, time ni still budak2 lagi
Kemudian ditakdirkan sekolah sama sampai tingkatan 5
Persahabatan yang dah hampir sepuluh tahun, ada sesiapa berani kacau?
Ni hari penyampaian hadiah darjah 6. Hari keluar result upsr. SK Subang. Siap ada nama lagi. haha.
To Syahirah : Aku sanggup post gambar buruk ni demi persahabatan kita. any comment? xP
Ohh ni kitorang dah besar, lawa kan? terima kasih ;p
Aku sedar aku ada kawan yang sangat baik lagi prihatin, lagi lagi bila mereka sanggup ke klia walaupun di bulan puasa, dekat dengan waktu berbuka dan hujan lebat, aku tahu terima kasih tak cukup, tapi kalau nak kirim barang tu, kena tunggu aku balik okay. seriously, aku terharu hari tu :)
Penutupnya :
Go Subang girlsss!
Ehh lagi, yang lagi satu aku sangat rindu, yang ajar aku erti persahabatan
Dua tahun sebilik dengan budak2 subang (lagi xD) dan budak serdang
Aisyah, Amira, Ain, Alifah, Neb, Akilah, Amanina, Ell, Echa, Auni, Syera, Shafiqa
Tanpa korang, aku takkan tau macam mana nak berkawan
Ohh since dah kenal lama sangatkan, tolonglah kalau nak kahwin jangan lambat bagitau aku. Tak sangka kita dah besar, dulu kenal baru nak akil baligh. hahaha

*Post ni istimewa untuk seseorang. nahh, aku dah post. aku sayang korang :)

Nov 5, 2010

Perfect

When no-one else can understand me 
When everything I do is wrong 
You give me hope and consolation 
You give me strength to carry on 

And you're always there to lend a hand 
In everything I do 
That's the wonder 
The wonder of you 

And when you smile the world is brighter 
You touch my hand and I'm a king 
Your kiss to me is worth a fortune 
Your love for me is everything 

I'll guess I'll never know the reason why 
You love me like you do 
That's the wonder 
The wonder of you

Suddenly I feel like listen to this song again
You never listen to it?  Click this The Wonder Of You
You better do or else you are lack of one knowledge
Knowledge about the great rock 'n roll legend, King Elvis :p
I still remember ayah used this song for teaching English to my sisters and I
He played the music loud and what we have to do was to catch every single words
And briefly tell him what the song is all about and explain some idioms in it
He will play the cd several times and we always get nervous by this 'game'
Pretty cool right? He is an English teacher too besides an Engineer :)
I like this song, oh no, I guess all my sisters  do
Because it is among the easiest song to comprehend
Why is that so? It is because of Elvis
He is a great pronouncer i told you
And thus, we like it because we will finish the English lesson very quickly
Bad girls aren't we? xD

Despite all of that
What I love most about this song is the descriptions of the lover
But seriously, I don't think this person is real
I mean
Who can understand you inside out?
Who can give you hope and strength  that much?
Who is always there to lend a hand when you have nothing?
Who could love you despite everything bad you have done?
Who else except Him, the most merciful Allah?


Listening to this song remind me to the wonder of Allah

Why not? Who could love us more?
Yes, Your love for me is everything.