Last of 2010

Regrets I've had a few
But then again too few to mention
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption

I think many of you notice where this verse come from

But just in case, I'd like to tell you it is from 'My Way"

A song popularized by Frank Sinatra about 50 years ago

And it is among the song that has the most remade in history

Quite cool right?

What a like about this song is simply because it makes me think, thats all

And now after few things happened to me recently, I started to wonder

Regret. 

Sometimes we take it too serious don't we?

We can't stop thinking of it, crying for it

But still, I personally don't think we should take it for granted

They are what we had done

A part of ourself

Why did we do something we are not supposed to do?

There must be at least a reason for it

Everyone has their own past

Their very own stories

And sometimes we'd like to keep some of them just for ourself

Not for others

Because of shame, I guess

Muhasabah.

That is what we should do

Taubat.

That is the only way

Maaf.

That is the only word I can say

For all my wrongdoings

I might have been soooooo stupid

Especially back in five years ago

It was all caused by immaturity

But I do understand

Some people are just not too generous to give their apology

I encounter the same situation sometimes

It is hard for me say reply something when people say sorry

But just to let you know, I might say nothing

But deep inside, I always feel free to let it go

Because for me the world is not too big actually

Soon we will be at the same place anyway

No one will be able to escape from Mahsyar right?

Good bye 2010

I don't really feel like welcoming 2011 since I like the number arrangement in 2010 more 

Sorry 2011 xD

Ohh since I started my post today with a song

I want to end it with a song too, can I? hehe

This is for, you-know-who

Thanks for being the most perfect distraction back in Summer 2009 :D

You made me know that future is much more worth to think of rather than past

For the way you changed my plans

For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that i have
Of everything that i wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing

*This post is such a really big mess. Dengan color and spacing yang tunggang terbalik, tak tau nak alter. ggrrr.